Welll heck! My thread closed before I could close it. Go figure.
Since he left, many folks have commented, "Well you knew he was like that." when I'd refer to some of the less savory things he's done. Others say, "Now you're seeing what he's like to the rest of the world."
At his core he's a protector making the person he's involved with feel very safe. The years I've been with him I've only thought the best of him and known that he always looked out for me. I believed whatever he said.
Today I realized I've lived in the eye of the hurricane. I knew the inner him, not the force that moves without. It's very strange to see the side of him most people know. Ahhh.. but I babble.
The BIG news is... I finally put in the final papers to volunteer at the hospital. I lucked into a Reiki training program which is this Thursday. I'm looking forward to that and perhaps being involved in writing people's life stories.
