Looking for some more patience!

[cagzmom]

[quote=kissak]Honestly guys...I know you are all always saying not to let my H drag me into his drama. But what am I supposed to do when he calls me after 1am in the morning crying and upset and that he has thought about killing himself?

Kissak - I haven't been on as much - and just read this but can I tell you something? You know my xh did try and kill himself last summer. The real deal- the note, all of it...so since then it has been his "mantra" with me. AND IT IS VERY VERY HARD....he has thrown it out there much in the past year --- I think only to me...why? I dont know EXCEPT I DO know what it does to my heart and head.

Most recently was the beginning of August. I did "listen" and did waht I felt was right in my heart. I have talked to my counselor much about this - as I am like you - dont want to mess up the one time he means it.... Soooo I have decided that if I ever REALLY REALLY feel in my gut that he is going to call 911 and give them my x's address....that is what you are suppose to do....(i have done alot of reading etc.) WE CAN NOT GO TO SAVE THE DAY!!!

Those words are manipulation. Do they mean it? I think so---- but by doing that they pull our heart strings...

sorry just my two cents (more like $1 worth) but I am trying like you to move forward...and I know how much you care....