Kat, I was close to my MIL, she was always on my side, she understood what W was doing and wasn't happy with her, W and MIL did not get along; it has always been a problem with my W, why her relationship with her mother wasn't better than it was. Now W will never be able to have the relationship with her mom she always wanted. (sad)
W's dad always did his own thing and could rely on his W to take care of stuff around the house while he was gone, she did everything for him, he would pack up and ride his motorcycle with his buddies, gone for weeks at a time, free spirit (see where W gets it from) and MIL would always be their for him, taking care of the house, the bills, his dog, etc.
I cannot see FIL even cooking a meal for himself
W called this morning wanted to take kids to school, I told her come over as soon as she wanted, I know she wants to be with the kids right now, she will be over tonight so we can talk to the kids about their grandma
God I do not understand why this had to happen, as if the kids don't have enough to worry about right now, They feel like their mother has abandoned them, now their Grandma, is gone.
I love them so much it hurts God, they are so little, why do they have to go though all of this I just want them to feel loved and wanted, I tell them everyday I want them, and I love them.
SOMEDAY NEVER COMES
Whenever I feel like I hit rock bottom I feel relieved thankful and pleased for I know there is only one way to go only one way to go from here its got to get better up, up, up, things are going to get better
them God throws me another curve ball another bump in the road its all getting very old will I ever get a break How much can I take I feel like someday someday things will get better but someday never comes. It just keeps raining someday never comes
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
