Remember, you do not know what is really going on in his mind. I find it interesting that he is doing everything in his power to avoid telling D what is going on. You sound wonderful, and I believe you are calm and content, not just faking it.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7