Cinders like you my faith has waned more than it has warmed throughout this journey. I'm really struggling with all that has already come my way and now H wants to take custody of D13 as well. How can God want that for me? I know I am the best mother I can be. Why do I feel like it is me being punished when I have done no wrong as far as my R with H is concerned? I don't expect answers. Nobody has them. I just wanted to let you know you are not alone in how you feel.

Take care


Me 43
XH 45
M 2.7.88
Divorce 7.10.09
Kids D20,S17 & D15