Journaling - lying in bed trying to fall asleep. The longer I lie here, the angrier I become. I am so close to asking husband to move out. We have fallen back into the same behaviors we had before his affair. I want to make a life on my own. I do not want him in my life anymore. I am tired of the pain he is causing me.
What suffering has he done through all this? I am the only one suffering here. I hate him so much right now, I want to call him and tell him to come home from work so I can give him a cussing. What is up with me?
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
