Went to my work function....had too much to drink...drunk dialed H...it ruined my night so I was home by 11:00 when my plan was to stay out until well after 2:00 am. Bit of a backslide there, but I'm not going to let it keep me from moving forward. The convo I had with him was kind of hurtful...I was feeling lonely and basically wanted him to tell me he missed me...he refused..said he wasn't up for a 2 hour convo...said I was hot and cold and was sure I could find some other guy to keep me company. I truly don't think he cares anymore...but I'm going to be okay no matter what.
