We're never getting back together-How do you cope?

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I'm sorry guys, I just had to vent a little about my sitch.

Here's some more:After tonight I don't think I can say we are peicing anymore.

Not that we had a big blowout, but W is treating me like she did a month ago when she physically left house. Very distant, cold and on the verge of complete attack.

I think her renewed sucky attitude is because she is worried I will not be able to pay the mortgage, her credit score will be affected if I cant, and she feels pressure to move out of Moms house, get her own place. She needs the money she has been paying for mortgage to get her own place.

We had split the bills about 50/50 and now since Im staying in the house I will pay for the mortgage/utilities and she will pay all the credit cards.

I'm a little concerned since my work is seasonal and we are headed into the slower holiday season.

(Funny how she was never worried about our credit score before. Almost like she didnt even know what one was.)

Anyway, I was hoping we would have a more congenial conversation since we had not communicated much this week.