123, I miss the companionship also and he is still living here. Sometimes I forget and almost move towards him and then I panic. How did we get to this place? I dread telling both Ds in the next week that he is moving out. It will be horrible. I am still trying to focus and move forward. took a walk on the beach tonight and tried to put things in perspective and just pray. It is just the 3 of us here with all our family 2000 miles away. I feel so isolated. Take care and stay strong


Me 53
H 50
D16, D29
M 22 years
bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H
8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also
bomb II - H moves 10/1
expose ow 10/22
D to be final 9-09