I'm going to tell you something and I hope you can take it with a grain of salt...you need to set some goals for yourself. From what I can tell 80% of your goals are focused upon how your H feels. Is there any way you can reword them to make you have ownership over them. I'm sorry but right now you have to focus upon how you feel. Take it from my experience it's not healthy to put all your attention on him. You need to make him want to be with you and the best way to do this is to get out there(even if you don't want to) and to GAL. The best thing I did was to join a Hash club here in Venezuela. They don't need to know my sitch but we have fun together no matter what.
take care,
Last edited by JenInVen; 09/15/0802:25 AM.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
