Sory I didn't see your question earlier. Oh yes, I hated him. I am a passionate person, and my emotions are strong in every direction. that's why I think Retro is such a miracle. I walked in with a man I hated, but as I went through the weekend and we wrote about our feelings, hopes and dreams, I looked in his eyes and saw another person. The same one I fell in love with years before. So yes, I fell in love with him again. Now I try to keep my emotions on a more level plane, and not go to extremes in either direction. I think age and maturity help in that regard.