Just to let you know the weekend went really well:
H called and texted me lots (I'm replying to every 2nd one). Very excited about the rugby game. On Saturday he came over to give me a washing machine and I just happened to be getting dressed and only had a towel on (wink!) but makeup and hair looking good (well timed on my part!). Had a very passionate kiss, but I had to cut it short so I could keep getting ready to go out. The fundraising dinner went well for me, H's team won the rugby - he sent me lots of texts and said a number of times that he wished I was with him at the rugby.
Today was H's birthday and we had breakfast together - very nice. Probably the most exciting part was that he was telling me that he is planning a reunion with all his cousins in March next year, and he very casually said that I should come too, or that he would like me to come, or to keep the dates free (I cant really remember what he actually said, but that was the general gist). When we got back to my place there was a fair amount of kissing and he carried me to the bed.... but I sort of wiggled out of it, which I think is the right thing to do... not sure.... anyway it was very nice. And there is a lot of anticipation in the air. I'm trying to be very careful not to reject him, but to think of other reasons why the timing might not be quite right... (mum and dad have a house on the same property as mine, they rarely stay there, but happened to be around today doing some gardening, so there was every chance that they could walk in on us... we joked about it)
Watch this space!
PS I ordered SSM (although clearly we are sexually attracted to each other, I feel like he wants what he cant have) and the one about how to change a man without nagging.
My goal is still for him to 'date' me outside of Sundays when he visits next door neighbour for wakeboarding. Next Sunday I'm busy all day, so fingers crossed he will make a plan for another time.
