Glam, you are in a tough position! He comes over & acts like everything is fine & then leaves again. I'm sure he will come over one of these days & stay for good. Things are progressing very well for you right now, but I can see where you have those depressing days.
I think I'm just tired. I wonder what the future holds, I know that God will take care of that in His own time. I just keep wondering why I have to keep hurting, I didn't do anything wrong my H did & he is off having a good time & is not lonely.
I haven't really tried to do any workshops. And you are right, I'm not interested in dating right now. I can't imagine me being with another man. I don't know of any clubs that I would be interested in except with animals & then I would wind up with a whole bunch of them b/c I couldn't stand to leave them behind. I don't need any more the 2 I have cost a lot of money, but that is fine, they are my babies & they are getting me thru.
Tonight I watched a special on CBS about how a woman could get these men to fall for her & ask her to marry them. One of them she got to take out a huge life ins. policy with her as beneficiary, he wound up being shot & another man that was in love with her supposedly shot him, they both got 1st degree murder. But that just goes to show how some of these women know how to get these men. I'm just amazed!
