Sorry NLT that you were feeling down and depressed. I was feeling sad today too. Not sure why, since my h is making progress, but it's not easy being in my position either.

You want more and then you can't have it.

Get some rest. Maybe you can try reading some new books, or new movies, or checking out the local coffee shop or library. Just getting out and see what you can do in your area.

Have you thought about a D recovery workshop or group? I am sure you are not interested in dating, but if you are maybe you might try that speed dating. I think that would be fun just to meet people. How about some clubs that meet in your local area that interest you?

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"