awkward day

H is working on projects, of course he reminded me it is stuff we need to get done, and then said he likes to do it, this was after I thanked him and told him the things he was doing looked nice. Why does he always have to remind me, some subtle way that nothing is different.

I am trying to study and work on a couple projects. I miss feeling companionship.

Last night I dreamed I was involved with someone else, it was strange to wake up from that, I didn't really know how I felt, either in the dream or with that idea planted. I do know that I was happy to be wanted again.

Distance, patience, gal, pma, distance, patience, pma, gal, distance, patience, gal, pma, distance, patience, gap, pma.........


Me 41
H 42
DD 11
DS 8
M 18
bomb 8/3/06
separating 9/18/08