Hi Sep and Addie! It seems that some backslides being about something positive. Not that I like backslides. I guess we must move past the need to know "why" something happened and move into thinking "how" we can make ourselves better before we can move forward.
I spend time asking myself how could H had hurt me so bad. But dwelling on the hurt doesn't allow the healing to occur. Last night I saw how easy it is to let it go and enjoy the moment.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
