One Last Pull for this Knot to Break

[sleeper]

Bworl,

Your post pretty well summed up the whole situation.

"The all seeing, all knowing Bworl will now tell all."

I backslid. I allowed myself to be hurt. I didn't want to be hurt anymore so I avoided her. I had a gut feeling what I was doing was counterproductive to my goal and that's why I asked for advice yesterday. Yes, I still love her.

I think it's OK now. She called me last night and I returned her calls. Then I called her late last night and offered to keep the kids today so she could work. She had not made arrangements and was grateful I offered. She got angry, but who knows? Maybe my inaccesability made her think about loosing me completely.

I made today's contacts with her positive. I took good care of her, our kids and her animals as a small atmospheric disturbance named Ike passed by. I anticipated her needs and satisfied them.

Back to being the better man.