Went out yesterday with friends and ebjoyed myself. Had a few drinks and actually did not think about my wife. Actually, it was nice to get the attention of the opposite sex. It was a good ego boost.
She was upset that i did not come home at a specific time to wait with the kids while she drove home the babbysitter. She never told me about this beforehand, and I was not going to leave my friends to accommodate her. If she had an issue, it could have been addressed earlier.
Before I went out, I again had to clean up from the kids at dinner and collect garbage etc. She again is showing that she is incapable to taking care of the children and house. Also had to make breakfast et al again this morning.
She did discuss the fact that she finally wants to have a orgasm. (or the indirect fact that she was able to without me with someone else) I have tried with her for 20 years and working with therapists to no avail. She wants to see if she is not broken....That hurt a bit as it is a direct hit on me. Nevertheless, I hope she finds what she is looking for.
Again asked about when we could start dating other people...... Freaky...... Plans to go out tonight with another friend. Still keeping myself busy as I can be. More later.
