I'm supposed to spend the day with W for my birthday. I told her where we were going and she said "Maybe I should be there closer to 9 instead of 10." It's 9:35 and her phone is still off. I just hope that I can keep my frame of "I don't need you" together and avoid ALL RELATIONSHIP TALK today. It's kind of hard knowing that she sure isn't leading the life she is portraying to me.