If you can stay dark do it. Let go if you have the strength. Move forward and forget the past. It is too painful.
I swear I just want to jump in a hole and cove myself. I have had contact wth my ex. Good contact but deep down, I know she is not coming back. It only makes the feelings and effort I have had feel like a big giant kick in the head.
I would love to say...I don't want you. I don't need you. But everytime I have contact, within a day or two, I feel like I am back at square 1.
I don't know what works. I don't know that anything works. I hope you find your strength.
