I think it has been about a week since I posted last. Lately I have been feeling meloncoly(sp) about OR. I have been sticking to my 180 and still don't bring up any intimacy issues. So far it is still only happening once a week.
Im ttring to be that good H still. Complimenting her, and doing things around the house. I thought that things would start to heat up alittle bit with doing more things and trying to make her life a little less stress full.
With the things the way they are I go through a range of emotions. Some times I feel that things are really going well, then other times I feel as though my R is empty with my W. She tells me that she loves me almost every day. That is nice. I know that I have to really keep my head on straight when Im going through these down times. Normally they only last for a couple of hours then things seem to come back.
My thing though is that I dont know how to tell her what I want with out it turning into a big fight about intimacy. Maybe I need to wait and see, if the 180 will continue to help.
Some postives that i have been seeing though is we work out together about 3 times a week. I am getting buff. .
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