more talks with stbx, he seems to actually see that woman for she is, it's a long story but more *nasty* stuff was uncovered, he confronted her, she went nuts and is cuzing him left and right, he realizes that he's let her mess his mind and was a total mess dealing with that drama. As of today he's broken contact today, hope it stays that way for his sake and my kids sake, he was freaking out even at work and if he looses his job, oh boy, all will go down to heck, he'll loose his newly purchase house, then he can't kids over, then he can't pay me CS then he will really loose it. As it is he's ready to crack, there is a ray of light tryng to pry into his head, I hope he lets it in, he is still at a loss about how to even being to believe in GOd, how to stop blaming himself and thinking he's a horrible person with no hope. I pray that this is the real rock bottom he needs to reach to become whole, my kids need him, I hope he truly find peace.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
