doing something different for me is to disappear. doing something different for me would be to be extremely selfish and sure of myself. doing something different would be not being an open book. doing something different would be acting confident, not being available, act busy, feel happy. I miss him. I wish I had a friend who was truly on my side and truly understood, but they either don't understand or they are not on my side.
I'm concentrating on a new job. I need to exercise, but my depression seems too heavy. doing something different would mean to beat this depression.
