I'm back after a long absence

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I know I have to get out of this pattern. I will have to really focus on distance, acting as if, that sort of thing. I did great this evening, the kids and I watched a movie, and all was fine and nice, felt good even. Then H came home after a dinner with co-workers, didn't want to spoil the movie ending for himself, so he went to bed, not even 2 words to me. Made me mad, I need to find a way to turn that thinking around and not get sucked into negativity.

He is losing out by not communicating with me. He is. I am strong and grounded, he is the alien. I have plenty to offer, I can be patient and understanding, he is the one who is moody and causing these issues, he is the one who can't forgive and move forward. He is stuck in the past. I have a bright future ahead of me, I need to keep my focus on that and that type of thinking. I am going to enjoy the weekend time with my kids, not fuss over him and his attitude. I am prepared for there to be lots of attitude this weekend. I am not going to let it get me down.

Distance, PMA, working on my life and making a happy home for my kids. That is what I can do, that is what I have control over. Remember that girly, remember that.