I my ex just picked up my daughter from me. I had the most wonderful time with her this evening. I love my daughter so much and I remember when I use to sleep with her at night and she would kick me. I cried so much when I thought about that. I am crying right now even as I type this. I hope someone is reading this and realizes that nothing is more important than family. I paid a heavy price for what I did and I might never get redemption.
If my ex ends up marrying her best friend, it will be because I gave him my family on a silver platter. I have no one to blame but myself.
I am pretty down right now, but there are going to be nights like that through this whole process.
