I think there is a subtle hint with going off the BC. What to do about it im not sure. I guess in the coming days I will really find out if it was a hint or not. She was telling me that I don't kiss her deeply anymore, and that kind of thing. I told he that is because when I do try to do that and she is not in the mood I get rejected so I don't try to anymore. She said give me a break. So I don't think that it is getting through to her about my needs. With this 180 though my PMA and everthing has been really good. I think that she is wondering why I am not bugging her about intimacy. This time I have stuck to it and It is doing well for me to. I dont constantly feel as though im being rejected. Then again if you never try anything then you can't be rejected now can you.
