Quoting Lee: The only problem is I don't know how long this can last with me. Some times Im thinking im tired of this and that why should I have to put up with this. Pretending that im ok and that not being intimate on a regular basis is not bugging me.
Hi Lee, 180's and Acting "As-if" are inherently transitional until the outcome of your goal is reached, but you are a goal achiever with a track history that got you this far ... so you will get there! ... so long as you are determined to.