Hi Pisces thanks for that. I think you're right I do need to take control. I have a desire to control so this shouldn't be too difficult.
I think that the EA is over and I know they both regretted it. I have to let it go. I want to let it go. Every time I get to a point that I don't think about it something comes up (her calling last week, pics found this week). He told me that he wished it would all just go away and so do I. Maybe it's all as innocent as he says it is?
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
