So what are you going to do if you feel a even a twinge of a backslide? What triggers it for you? List it out and if it comes up how are you going to cope? Just imagine all of us standing there with 2x4s saying don't do it Jen, don't do it! I observe that you go from 0-60 in two seconds flat. You need a barrier up in those two seconds to stop yourself. You need to view this is a date tonite, how are you going to act to get another date? Make this fun for you. Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.