I got my anger out for sure. I never hit him before but I was so angry I saw no other option \:\( All I really wanted was a hug tho. Do you think I should tell him I'm sorry or just let it go?

I won't be looking for anymore explanations from him. I asked him if he was happy and he said no. I think in order for me/us to move from this stupid EA is to drop it. I think I can and i know he wants it to go away. He still expects me to write on his headstone when he dies that he got emotionally close to someone other than his wife and to have D when she's 21 tell him how much he hurt her mom.

Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road