so i picked my H up from the airport last night and he got to the car and said i need a hug- we hugged and kiseed- it was so cute. i felt like newlyweds! then we went to dinner...one teeny thing happened- he said dont eat too much. now- i just lost 22 lbs with the help of a nutritionist over the last 5 months. i have been on my own eating really well through this "process". one habit he always hd was to commnet on my food intake... so i just made a weird face- he said what was that look for- i said what look- i didnt mean to make it so severe- he was a bit pissy-but i acted as if it wasnt about me- but i needed to tell him how i felt bc he has said a few things about my eating in the last few weeks and i dont like it- especially bc i look great and feel great and i weigh as much i did when we met! so i said-its just when you say things like that it makes me feel like you dont think i can do this and i will slip back into my old ways. i have done this for many months and i know exactly what to eat. he said isnt it ok for me to be worried? i said yes. i just want you to know i will not slip.
then we moved on from that and later in the meal he said sorry for being controlling. (holy crap!). i said you didnt have to apologize, but thank you so he ackowlegded his bs! woo hoo!
then we came home and he and i were VERY affectionate if ya know what i mean. we gave eachother the googly eyes after ... and he just said WOW. i think an ILY may have slipped out!
JWS- we arent really sure where we will go- bc my H cant put in his transfer until march- then we wait and see...we have some fun ideas but we have to sell our house forst- then we may stay at my bros vacant condo for a hwile (thats for sale too). its kinda fun! the world is our oyster!
Lost- ha ha! you are so sweet...i do feel like this is negotiating a peace accord- maybe you are on the something!
Chirs- glad top hear from you- i am so happy. i really have o fear or trepidation with my h!
thanks everyone for you sweet thoughts and words!
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so he ackowlegded his bs! woo hoo!
