NLT good news about the dog, sorry about the job. I always look at it then it wasn't God's plan for your life. I remember so many times when I needed a job so badly and then I didn't get it, but then God always blessed me and the next job was even better.
You will be able to see the why's and understand once your life unfolds in a different direction.
Hang in there. You are doing good. Try not to get so down on the age and D. It's just a number and a piece of paper. What counts is the person you are and have become through all of these trials. You have become stronger and wiser and God will reward you.
Be excited for what God has for your life! Think of it as the present that hasn't arrived yet!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"