I Guess I'm Still Piecing

[RedHeadWife]

Ok, took a little while off b/c I really have not been in a very good place. It seems that I just post when negatives are going on, but I guess that's when I need the most support so it's kind of ok.

For about a week or 2, I literally did not like my H and him touching was absolutely repulsive to me. Not sure what brought that on, but I worked through it. Actually, it seemed to occur immediately after that argument we got in to be honest.

Anyway, I forced myself to act "as if" as well as I could and just *knew* that this too would pass and it did.

I had almost posted a few times while going through that whole time, but just couldn't even seem to put how I was feeling in words.

All is well now. I'm glad that I just *got through it* and didn't even talk to H about it. That would probably only have hurt him and did nothing to get me through it.

Thanks for being around though guys. I have still been reading every day to keep up w/ everybody.