You seem so strong! It sounds really like you have your pick of the bunch. Your H does seem rather lost without you. Not that I'm suggesting it, but I have this hunch that if he found out about you and CEO (not that anything has happened there), he would man up a bit. Of course he probably feels very guilty at this point, and like he doesn't deserve you. And of course he doesn't, but still...do you think he knows that the door actually is open? My guess is that he sees how strong you are, thinks that he would be so lucky to have you back in his life properly, but doesn't feel that he can give you what you need, or that you can forgive him.
Do you think this could be the case?
Anyway, I'm really impressed by you. I wish I could be half as strong and positive as you,
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
