Had a HUGE fight with H on Sunday regarding D. We have a difference of opinion about how we should handle things with her and I pretty much haven't spoken to him since Sunday. This is the longest we've gone without talking since he moved out. I feel he is very selfish and I'm oddly numb about the entire sitch. I'm tired of him turning everything around on me...I think in his heart of hearts he realizes moving out was a mistake so he's pushing fights between us so he can feel validated in his decision. I dunno...maybe even that is wishful thinking....maybe he truly just wants to be rid of me. Time will tell I suppose.
I think it may be time to stop focusing on Dbing and just move on...I've said that several times before...this is the first time I have no tears in my eyes when I say it.
I want to have a happy life and I don't think I want to waste anymore time working on something that seems very hopeless. Is this what detaching feels like?
I'm GAL...going to a work function on Saturday...a concert at the end of the month. I'm looking forward to both and think I'll have fun.
