For the Guy with Kids and a WW 12

[hopeful4her]

Yes, I fully admit that I am seeking happiness outside of myself. That is painfully obvious even to me. I know.

In my life here, why do I have to be so bombarded? It keeps coming at me nonstop. Either it happens to others a lot but they don't post it or I'm a unique case.

I buried myself into this hole for so long...trying, trying, enmeshed, appeasing. Doing what I thought were the right things, but in the long run, completely drained me.

I feel just as broken as the wife.

Karen, I don't feel jumped on. I'm a big boy. I can take most anything.

Except being rejected.