Just lying smiling in the dark

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Lisa!
Wow, what a turnaround? I dont get why Austin said it wasnt going anwhere with CEO by the way?? What I was MOST impressed with (and I am amazed at your strength of character/resolve).. is that you turned down a whole evening with H... to go meet CEO in a pub, just you and him ! Thats too funny. I am very inspired by your sense of self worth, I dont know how you've done it, but you seem to have come through this with your self-esteem intact.

I can sooo empathise and imagine, when you said your H gave you a 'weak' hug and then the old friends gave you a warm proper hug. God I could feel that for you. I think Jen hit it right, he sees you expanding and blossoming, meanwhile, he has a rubbishy old trollop at home whose probably nagging him by now for more commitment (and we know she put the kibosh on him going to that concert and then over night golf thing??). You did the perfect thing by leaving.. you left him wanting and wondering.

I wonder how he will email you tommorow after that? Probably just some low-level work moaning, did you see the football last night, I'm doing my ironing later, heres a funny you tube link type affair. I, like Jeff, wonder at his ability to hold himself in suspended animation for so long, through choice.

I really thikn this could be one of those examples where you wake up and dont love him anymore and stop telling him 'whats your top 5 bus routes?' and then he realises what he lost.

Ali xxx