Dub, thank you for still looking in on me. I miss you.

I don't go out on individual outings. Always as a group. This past Saturday was the first time that I had spent ANY time with a girl individually. And it was not planned that way. I had every opportunity to make or have something happen. I made sure nothing didn't. They are pretty. I am attracted because I am a man.

They are my friends and I value that highly. They don't mind if something comes of it, but I do. They are lonely people. All LBS's are, I think.

I see it the same as "going to the movies" with kat. I didn't consider it a date. Thats why I keep things as a group. I'm not trying to "connect" with any of them. Do I flirt? I admit it. I also do it with people that I meet at work. I feel like I have connected to the ladies here on the board than anyone here in real life.

I have lived the "poor me" for WAY to long. Now I'm getting a life. Finding the "cool me" again. I see more of him everyday.

Your judging me dub and I just don't think it's fair. \:\(

Last edited by hopeful4her; 09/11/08 08:45 PM.
Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."