I am scared and nervous, terrified. Jody had been suggesting I just show up and move back in, and now he is clearly saying he still needs to be alone, and is acting like this needs to be his new state of being. Remember only 2 weeks ago he said he didn't know if he would want to be married anymore! And the "I miss things about us being together", this to me sounds as though we are just not together anymore, which we still are, we are still married and committed even if not living together for the moment!
Is there anything in this email that even remotely suggests he sees a future? I mean he is asking me not to do something for him that he had always wanted me to do. I am so heartbroken right now. I really don't know what to do. And that he will give m a new painting when I come again. I am due back in 5 weeks only he has no idea apparently!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
