5 weeks remain til next chapter starts

[istherehope]

I HATE getting these emails that basically make it sound like there is no hope. Please help, what do I do??? How do I answer???

Hi

I paid 1k from the current already. We will see how it goes. I am
working from home lots so saving a bunch on lunches. I am just not going out much also.

Thank you for being supportive. I know I am angry, but it is at both of us, not you. I know it will get resolved and it is fine.

I miss things about us being together. But i need to continue to be alone, I really need it. I know this is hard for you and I am sorry for that. I feel guilty about it all the time. At least you have now lived in 3 countries like me which is cool. I also like that you are serious about Judaism. Do not convert for me. Do it because it makes you happy how it makes me happy, because it enhances your life. Anyway, I will try to write more often. I will give you a new painting when you come again.

ITH