I had the kids last night and it was great. Having kids is the greatest gift on earth. They just love you unconditionally. When I dropped them off at school my D5.5 started to cry and did not want to let me go. It just rips me apart to see that. I ache so hard with the new life I have with my kids. I have the typical situation of every other weekend and on Wednesday nights. My W is always giving me more opportunity to see them more and I do. I just am hurting that this is going to be it for the rest of my life. I soooooo don't want this life with seeing my kids once and a while. I want my family back and to see them every day. I swear I must have the only WAW that is the way she is. She is happy, telling everyone and showing everyone that she has never been happier. Has not slipped on a single word for 9 months. How can she love her kids so much and not at least have this all have some effect on her. All her friends just tell me she has moved on and that I should do the same. I don't get it. I misssssss my kids and don't want this. I just hate that there is nothing more we can do other than all the DB stuff. It's really hard to have to voice at all.
Really hurting dad.
Last edited by whitneypinch; 09/11/0806:27 PM.
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09
I want my family back and to see them every day. I swear I must have the only WAW that is the way she is. She is happy, telling everyone and showing everyone that she has never been happier. Has not slipped on a single word for 9 months. How can she love her kids so much and not at least have this all have some effect on her. All her friends just tell me she has moved on and that I should do the same. I don't get it.