Thank you Jeff! I like to be positive, no matter what is thrown at me, because I really do believe it is all for a reason. Although this who scenario is a pain, there is a reson for it.
Anyway, I am at lunch now, so...
H came over Tuesday. I made dinner, but by the time he got there, he had already eaten. He said that he did not eat the night before, so around 4 p.m. he was starving and needed to eat. I told him that was fine. This was probably a small test to see if I would flip out or not. I didn't. I will just be having chicken for dinner for the next two nights!!!
Anyway, we were supposed to call and do the credit counseling certificate, but then we found out we could do it online, so we are going to do it that way. My internet is still down, so I will do that from work either today or tomorrow.
We really just visited for a little over an hour. Talked about work, life in general, and about the D's. H brought over the new prescription card, and with that I said there was only one med I was really worried about which is my AD, that I stopped taking the sleeping meds. I mentioned that I took vitamins in the morning, and he cracked a joke about me getting old (something we used to do because I am five years older than he is). It was hysterical. He also told me a joke about the FBI th at he said he wanted to forward to my dad, (retired FBI) but did not have his email address anymore. So then he started talking about how people at work hated him. I told him I highly doubted that, but if it made him feel better, there were people who hated me too. He said at work? I said no, and that I was not sure about whether I wanted to tell him or not, because I did not want him to stop talking to me again (I was not whiny, just laughing and matter of fact when I said this). He said it must be XH. I said no I don't really care what XH thinks these days. Then I mentioned the "emotional vampire" who is D21, and he laughed and said it must be D21. I said yes, so if you don't want to hear it we can skip that conversation. He said no its okay. Go ahead.
Posting this...will type more momentarily.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
