I have been there and it is not a pleasant place to be. It took about three months before I start to feel better in regards to failing etc. I didn't take any medication but I know it would have helped me see things a little clearer. I went to counseling and found this site and things began to change for me. I joined a book club, have started going to movies by myself and started a movie club with some of my friends on here.
I am not really sure what caused me to get where I am now. Alot of hard work on my part for sure. I dropped the rope and am looking at what I want for the lives of my children and myself. It also really helped to reach out to others that are in the same boat. We can all learn from each other. Take it one step at a time.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
