Phoenyx you're so right about the pain. I was thinking yesterday - I wonder how some folks come up with their user names. Then I remembered mine from early on - "utterly alone"......UA for short LOL
And now my outlook is that I need to be positive, etc. and I wish I had done that then. But you know, despair. Blech.
Anyhow - memory blocking - MEMORY BLOCKING!
How 'bout them Chiefs.....
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...