Went to IC yesterday. She said my W has not been there in six weeks. It did not surprise me much. She had the same thoughts I did, that my W did not want to face her problems. She even used the term cake eating. At least I have a good C who tells it straight.
I wanted to go get D11 before my W got back from taking SD16 to C. Did not work out though, W was at the house. The house is still a mess and she looked pretty down. For wanting to D me to find her happiness she is not doing a good job of it. Most of the time I see her she is pretty down and looks defeated. She was laying on the couch and said she was tired. We talked for a few minutes about the girls and how they were not getting their homework done or helping out around the house. W said she could not get them to do anything.
D11 got her stuff ready and I went and got some more of my clothes to take with me. D11 said the flowers in the bedroom where from her cookie sales. W told her not to lie. I just told her goodbye and left. For some reason it really did not bother me to much.
D11 did get all her math homework done, but did not have time for the science homework. She has study hall today and should be able to get it done. About time to wake her up, make her some breakfast and then off to school.
I am going back over today to work. Hopefully W will go to work and I can avoid her. Not really mad or down, I just really don't feel like talking to her today.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
