so detachment turned to big walls and then out of no where anger. And I mean lots of it. For two days now I have not been able to shake it. I am still detached but there in the pit of my stomich is anger and resentment. I think that most of it stems from our issues almost two years ago. When she had her lithle fling I bottled away all anger for hue sake of my M. It was the right thing at the time bug now here I am still dealing with her BS.
Don't get me wrong I am still supportive of her ventures but she I'd not even much of a friend. I think that detaching had allowed me too see a lot of things without the rose colored glasses that I usally give her. Really it's just strang to be this detached from her.
Other then that work rocks even if we don't get to go anywhere cool.
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current