Letting go is hard. I think it is an important step. All I can say is FOCUS on YOU. I pray your cancer is not terminal and that you can live a long life. Please enjoy your time here NOW. We all need to do this. Focus on all the good things during each day. Go watch the sun rise with someone special. Watch the sunset.
*HUGS AND PRAYERS*
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712