She called two more times and I answered the phone on the second call.

She answered and the first thing she said was, "I was beginning to think you were trying to avoid me." (so it wasn't about our son?)

I answered the phone because I even thought it might be him calling as he called an left a message yesterday. I did get to speak with both of my children. I miss them so badly.


"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.