I haven't posted here for so long, but do drop in from time to time. I still think of all my DB friends often and will be eternally grateful for the wonderful friendship and support I found here. I truly love you all.
Life is still somewhat the same for me: my parents are even more elderly - 90 and 92 now - but thankfully still with us. My youngest daughter was terribly ill again last year but gave birth to a beautiful baby boy almost 3 weeks ago.
I hesitate to say this because I know how steadfast some of you are, but almost 5 years after the bomb (and 4 years after a failed reconciliation attempt) I did find someone new a few months ago, we were introduced by friends.
And he and I are off to London on Friday, and among other things are going to choose an engagement ring. He is a widower; very kind, honest, loyal and generous. How lucky am I?
The xh still keeps in touch by e mail, no way of knowing how he truly is. I still care about him but no longer grieve for him.
I hope I haven't offended anyone, you are all such wonderful people.
Loads of love - and a big hello to you too Creed. If you read this Snodderley, you will never know how much you helped me. My deepest thanks, always.
Jaybee xxxx
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
