You are such a kind and loving man ! I love you so much for caring so much about me. You have a special place in my heart.
Have I aked HIM...? Yes, I have. No answer yet....OR, I am just not capable of 'hearing' it yet...
I pray and ask and leave it up to HIM in most ways, but I also try to keep my life going and enjoying it. In my heart I am not ready to stop standing. But in my mind, I see hurdles in ever getting back with H. As long as I'm not sure about anything I just live my life as good as I can and with as much respect for myself and H as I can.
I LOVE that I have made the decision to adopt Pluto. I LOVE that it's part of MY NEW LIFE.
It's still hard at times, but as D9's psychologist told me yesterday....I need to set my boundaries and stick to them. That is important for me and for our kids.
I think I'm not doing too bad and I am proud of how far I have come !
Love you xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
